Fear less

Noticing true fears && letting go

Coming accross as stupid/illiterate

Not being able to understand someone when they're talking to me

Gaining weight

Conversation

Being worthy of Success in life && love

I don't have anything interesting to say

I only talk about myself

That people will think I'm sexy and others around me will feel inadequate or uncomfortable

That my dance moves might look cool haha

I'm misunderstood

That friends will think I don't care about them

Earthdance

 Open and thoughtful minds are the norm with a progressive spirit that invigorates all lives.~~

NUMBER 6

ATTRIBUTES AND ENERGIES OF THE NUMBER 6 

Connects above and below, reconciliation, intellectual creativity, discrimination, imagination, union, love, perfection, ability to use the imagination and the intellect combined, relatedness, taking responsibility for choices.

Nanas birthday June 1st 

GB June 23

THE MONTH OF JUNE

June is the 6^th month of the year and breaks down to the number 6 in Numerology. 6 is considered a very 'magnetic' energy.  6 is the number of nurturing and family, and June is a good month to take a fresh look at your home, family and relationships. How is your marriage doing? What could you do to improve it? How are you getting along with your children, your parents, your siblings? June is an excellent month to clear the air and solve problems with family members or other close relationships. If there is any discord, now is a good time to sit down and have a good chat and look at ways to bring peace and harmony to the family. Send flowers, get tickets to the movies, or just make that long overdue phone call. Your efforts have extra power in the month of June, because 6 is conducive to healing on all levels.

Roomed with Jeff from Taiwan && Renee from ...

12-29-14

Solene from France read my tarot. :}

Amy played Claire de lune on the piano while Kevin the brave soul who is camping in a tent played classical guitar.

Her voice is so beautiful && raw. 

Such a beautiful experience from the staircase where I was sitting.~~|,

12-30-14

Started off the morning doing a warm-up with Codi. Nick was her bf. we used the light from the sun shining through the window to wake up our bodies. We scooted luxuriously into a contact/cuddle puddle where I found miss Minna from Finland. We morphed together. Most of the jams are silent && then they have ecstatic dance parties with music. 

When it was winding to an end at the end, she had her arm accross my side with her hand on my lower stomach. I growled softly like a tiger && her laugh was so genuinely beautiful. 

Another guy named johnathan was holding my hand && my legs were sprawled out on others. 

My back was to Mina and at some point I was kind of in the fetal position, until I let my legs hang off of her body.

I kept thinking how grateful I was for the people around me and the experience I was having. 

A friend brought his mandarin in while we were in cuddle position and Mina started singing softly in her language.

It was inspiring to know that this same woman gave me a hard time when I didn't catch on fast enough to the way that we were washing the silver wear. She made me feel a little intimidated but I remained calm && collected. It was just nice that even after that first impression I made on her that she could have so much love for me through her touch that I was feeling. There was a time that I took to introduce myself when we were in the bathroom to break the ice.

She likes to journal so it reminded me while I was hugging her that I wanted to write about meeting her.

Enlightened state of being for the benefit of all mankind|~

12-30-14

Moti gave me a one on one as well as zig zag~ they both went great.

Stephen Katz was rad.

Thoughts about good looking people being discriminated sometimes for no reason.

12:12

Tomorrow will be 2015 which adds up to 8. Infinity

11-31-14

Dreamed a dream

We have a silent morning here all day until lunch! It's so beautiful~~,

Lunch-helping with the Earthdance ritual NYE 

Earthdance Essence ~~

We had a circle with everyone in the umbrella barn that we all shared anything special with the group. The very first girl brought up being primitive && being able to act in that way with dancers here in the community. 

Being able to have so much human contact with people is really incredible. We need touched.

Another man said he prefers calling us dancing mammals && it makes him feel better. : )

without all of the distractions, living together! 

It brought tears of relief to my eyes. Relief that we coexist in this thing and it's fucking sensational.

Got to do a little bit of back to back energy work with a man named David who then introduced me to some acro yoga that turned my world upside down! I needed it. My back was a little bit sore.

He had me put my legs in a straddle position && put his feet where my psoas muscles are. He did a spinal twist, a spine stretch, && a relaxation pose where I hung upside down with my feet touching where I could see them through my legs.

The water stopped working yesterday (12-30-14)while we all stayed calm && grateful, using buckets to flush the toilets. 

It never worried me too much.

It helps to remind you what is important.

Said Michael. 

NYE

Distillation stations:

Meditation

Body work

Writing (your calling for existence)

To be burned in the fire.

Distillation

1. 2.

   the extraction of the essential meaning or most important aspects of something.

   "the film is a distillation of personal experiences"

Things to remember: 

•3 tubs for washing dishes

(Soap, sponge| water rinse | water soak)

Then a rack that goes straight into sanitizer.

•9 mountain rents out for retreats.

Hilary is part owner.

•everyone has a volunteer chore but are encouraged to help where you can!

•library upstairs with body work/meditation rooms.

12-31-14

During the ritual we were asked to contemplate essence. Using my thinking mind, I realized was not going to work, but still tried to come up with an answer of what my essence would be. My eyes were closed kneeling on a pillow in the ambiant atmosphere of the square barn.

The quote "you don't solve problems with the thinking mind, that just creates more problems" ran through my head and reminded me to relax and it would come to me.

Sure enough my roommate Derek came over to the bodywork station where a few of us were transferring our energy just by placing our hands on someone's back for a long period. Earlier he had said something about us all being energy. So through that experience, my essence came to me.

There was a point where I thought about animal being it. I figured that essence is intrinsic and the most instinctual part of you. Which I don't think is far off because of leela //the playful dream I had and all the playfulness that was surrounding the new year coming.

We also were asked what was calling us into the new before we entered the umbrella barn at midnight.

01-01-15

Earthdance is, in my opinion, an undercover eating disorder treatment center.

I really hope that this is my destiny because it's anything I could dream of to shape my life direction. Nature's got it surrounded opposed to being in the city where an outpatient program is usually located.(considering insurance coverage for treatment, as well as the prequalofication of already going into an outpatient treatment center makes it difficult to land yourself in the secluded facilities that are engaged with wilderness. I've been to two treatment centers and loved them. It's the leaving that makes it hard, but here you are living as you would be on your own while practicing mindfulness, eating organically at each meal time in a safe environment, getting enough rest to wake up early, and you don't even realize you're healing yourself.

When youre admit into treatment it feels like you're putting life on hold. Even though the paradox is that the eating disorder is the real thing stifling you, it's hard to stop everything you care about doing to get better which is a very scary idea for someone in the depths of struggle. For instance, you'd have to stop going to college, dancing, and any exercising for that matter. You can't even work while doing it especially if you're doing inpatient. But, here you can be a volunteer for stay instead of spending your life savings, or taking out loans that will stress you out even more during the process. Which would be ideal to eliminate excess conflict for obvious reasons. 

I tried to be completely honest in treatment, which is not an easy task and it would be rare if someone could be given the circumstances and fear of judgement or change. But not being able to exercise, let alone dance for 3-6 months is just not going to happen. Not only is it not going to happen, but it sure as hell is not going to happen while I'm eating an intense amount of balanced meals that I'm not used to eating.. LOL

Earthdance is a way to get the nutrients you need provided to you, pick your own portions, while still being able to educate yourself, stay active with your passion for dancing, and learn how to live ecologically, most importantly, in a community of like minded individuals!

At the meals, the ingredients is given to you, but it's up to you to make the choice to eat and digest it. You choose the amount, whether it's rationed or if you overloaded. 

It's very easy to make those right choices in such a supportive environment though, which is the beauty of it. There is a community setting so you learn to eat around others in the public setting. Eating meals with people is not by any means easy for people who struggle mentally with feeding themselves. Especially when everyone in the room is aware you have that struggle. There can be some positive aspects to sharing that struggle with the lunch table too but I favor the positive setting where the problem is not the focus, but more so the solution.

They also set out bread that is sweet, and delicious. Since we as a community care about the earth, there is no wasting. So people will cut off a little piece and save the rest there for the next person. The same goes for fruit or rice cakes and other snacks. 

It's perfect for someone who doesn't dare let them self eat something scary like desert because you can just taste it and you're still making the choice on your own not to over eat it be ause it doesn't go anywhere. It stays out for anyone else who wants it or if you decided you want more.

I love sharing in general anyway. The earth shares with us and we ought to be kind<~ : )

Staying active in your passion for dancing is very crucial in the healing process for a dancer suffering with eating/body image issues. It's what we love and keeps our zest for life going. If you have to put dancing in college on hold to go into a facility, it's going to feel like you're headed in the wrong direction for your soul even though you realize it could definitely be the right decision in retrospect.

Another benefit is that they have times for the classes but your not required to show up, nor are you required to get judged or critiqued. You don't have the fear of passing, just the inspiration of success. You just get positive enforcement and the freedom to fly.

I won't go into all of the details about contact in this section, but contact improvisation is so much more welcoming, racially/gender accepted, supportive, and incorporates touch. College dance setting's include mostly ladies with the acception of one or two males. Dancers are surprisingly not the fondest of human touch. It's apart of it, but were trained in environments that separate us from the others and it would lower our social rank, or something silly if we were to touch anyone in our class or most for that matter. Even just the amount of touch integrated in those types of class settings doesn't even come close. It doesn't matter if it was a contact improv class either because people are just not comfortable. Society tells you not to be.

Since the time I fractured two vertebrates in my spine, and left college there's been a need for structure in my life. I don't feel fulfilled when I don't have some type of schedule to follow && refrain from distractions my analytical mind allowed to flow. I've struggled with letting the amount of knowledge and inspiration that college curriculum gives me, go. Also, the atmosphere of being around other people categorized by interest is helpful to be around everyday. If I'm not integrated, I withdrawl myself from other people much of the time.

Anyway, being here is all in one. 

The notion that paying for in house treatment is less desirable than living well while volunteering your time is the same concept when dealing with college tuition and the amount of money it costs to stay in a dorm room or to get an apartment. 

Road thought

"Stealing is stealing, whether it's corporate or a thug..."

Wake up in your dream~|,

Dedicate one day to 

•music/frequencies

Steve Paxton 

Helix rolls

http://www.theshipgallery.net/#!shipdance/ck0q

Of course I see you 

This was my dream 'list' that made

At Earthdance 

Who I dream of

wish that you could see

Thought that golden butterfly post was holding possible neg energy for you Doubting myself doubted myself

.....😔don't doubt yiurself.

We’ll start with a skeleton of a schedule, and as we go we’ll all put our heads and our hearts together to fill in the blanks. If you have an idea, bring it. If you have a desire, speak it. If you want to teach a class, offer it. If you want to learn something new, ask and someone might make it happen. We want your ideas, your expertise, your curiosity, your not-knowing, your willingness, your body, your creativity and your heart. Bring it all!

Welcome mail -->>

_michael && Johanna~~~

Appreciate silence so much. Spent the first 3 months of this year being quiet && alone. not verbally speaking out loud to anyone. My roommate had to adjust but it's really glorious being without talking. ...continued this the rest of the year but had to make a few exceptions.

Good vibrations~~>>

Tina Weymouth _talking heads

 BassssSa

Miles Davis 

Coltraines brain

Induce -cycle ( rebirth )

Hospital no 32

_lateduster

Epic struggles_dosh

Tone twilight zone

_cornelius

RAID out

_bear lake 

Gold dust woman

_fleetwod Mac

Fly _cornelius

The rain hits the ground and the trees they dry it up. (Swallows drop in and dice the sky)
My eyes wake up but my brain is sleeping fine. (Tracing lines of cursive on the horizon)
One more thing for you and I to do before (Cuttin' cat faces in the pine)
We shut our eyes, and that's blame (Cuttin' cat faces in the pine)

Cat faces_ ugly casanova

"It barks at no one else but me,
Like it's seen a ghost.
I guess it's seen the sparks a-flowin,
No one else would know."

the tourist_Radiohead

( Shawn _lotus manager

Padge_ sound guy

Darren, house party Columbus )

Kim deal

He bought me a soda 

Then he tried to kiss me in the parking lot..

Bone machine_the pixies

She's a runner, rebel && a stunter 

Dani California _red hot chili peppers

_John butler trio

Better than

Life's not about what's better~Than

gentle to me; act nice.

_{{the Kinks}} I'm not hard to plęase.

Lotus_wax

Michael rempel•yoga mix

http://www.mixcrate.com/lotusmixes/red-rocks-yoga-mix-by-mike-rempel-199108

Sonar Halloween•Lotus

https://archive.org/details/LotusSonarHalloween-10312009_625

_Bowie, David|~~~~~~~~

•after the gold rush

|with a full moon in my eyes|

|a band was playing in my head && I felt like getting high|~

•&& it rained all night 

Cymbal rush ~

Shipwreck~

Thom Yorke

Another monkey_deep housee, drum && bass, breaks accompanied with live violin.

How many times was I lost

;Swell season_alone apart//

Barsuk records

"Say ohh oh oh"

*toddStewart

Greener grounds_joe shur

http://www.greenergroundsmusic.com/band/

Old Skool jungle-shy FX full album

"One day some of the kids from my mothers neighborhood ..tHey carried my moms groceries all the way home..you know why

It was outta respect!"

An origanal ghangsta man

Zigga nana no no no..

::simple things::

.Do you believe in what you feel?

Do you believe in what you see.|'~

Everyone's taking everything they can.

Zero7_in the waiting line

Roy Zimmerman 

Tru

thoughts

In the key of blue

Quantic_~

Wanna dance ddd-dance withhh youuu 

ODESZA

Forever grateful

You so lovely

The life of one who carries all of his secrets in his music, music, music, music oh oh

With you 

Want to feel your warmth

 

<3 <3 ~~~~~~ 

Were all looking at a different picture~

Take a look from our side when you can

Portished 

All I wanna be, a woman

Love is a do word~_massive attack

Teardrop.

480east back in 5! Let me get it together

(  ( (  <3  ) )  ) 

ODESZA

 

814

Shower!<3

Truss me(:

Lower dens

I held your hand into the light~~

The one I seek is within song.~

I see

The way through

If I ever get the truth 

My words will penetrate~~

Matisyahu

<3

We'll sing && dance to mother natures song~~

As I roll along I begin to find.

Jack johnson

Knockin me sideways~~

These feelings won't go away.

Flowers they blooom

'Somebody moves

Everything we have can turn to shit~~

But we've got a lot && don't you dare forget that~.

Broadripple is burning haaaa

Sam Cooke 

Dean evensen && ScotT huckabay

The hills are alive

Mountain meditation

Maggie EJ && pierce

It will melt away~

Iron and wine cinder and smoke

Gary Jules

Ott _from trunch to stromness

Griz 9/14/12 canopy club

Papadosio-

 you And yourself

_

"Without a sign, I don't know where you are"_by the light of the stars

 Now that you know {T.E.T.I.O.S.}

•magreenery

~acoustic set EarthNight 2012 (DAMM)

Shpongle_museum of consciousness

Grimes

Sardaukar levenbrech 

Get on up~

All saints_

David Byrne && Brian eno

I'm still back in the days_

Ahmad 

Back in the day

J dilla

Jazz

Miles davis_

Jean Pierre 

Some things go without saying

_brian jonestown massacre

Ravearchives.com

7up mix soul power

Sri Anandamayi Ma

Butthole surfers

Rolling Stones

Jagwar ma

Uncertainty_

Shakes graves

Brain Jonestown massacre

Next phase records

_2 brains 

Tara putra _sadhus of dub

Kaminanda gateways of consciousness

Steven halpburn

Chakra suite && Indian classical

David arkenstone_celtic chillout

Nikhill Banerjee

Harprusad chaurasia

Hippie sabatoge

Your soul

The jersey boys_

~|, Frankie valli & the four seasons -who loves you 1975*

What a night_what a lady what a night

Sweet surrender

Redbone 

Come and get your love ~~.' haaha

The roots

_you got me.

•Over the clouds

•Hourglass infringement

•Harriot method

Tipper

ugly casanova smoke like ribbons_

Beastie boys 

Get it together 

A moment 

A love

A dream

A laugh

A kiss 

A cry 

Our rights

Our wrongs

Maps

Yeah yeah yeahs

My kinds your kind

I'll stay the same~~

before your very eyes 

Joy to the world(no felt mix

T tauru

I love you

King biscuit time

No style|~

Ten thousand lines

_electric president

In my room

The blow~

Land ab

Bb amm

Cosmic flow 

_maneesh de more

The shanghai restoration project

Nanking road instrumental

Bonobo 

animal magic

The plug

Bonobo

Tipper

Over the coals

Sam Cooke

Nothing can change this live

What a wonderful thing love is 

Al green 

Rick James

Give it to me

Marvin Gaye

Inner city blues

I'm super bad

James brown _HUah

Noah and the whale

5 years time

Stacey kent

Ces petits rien 

Diplomats son

_vampire weekend 

•Red garland_since I fell for you.

•the way you look tonight_fred Astaire 

•dance me to the end 

Madeleine peryoux

•Harry conick jr

It had to be you~

~|jazz

What'd I say

Ray charles_

Emancipator

When I go~

Vultures of culture

Nahko and medicine for the people~~

Kolonia

Treva cool

Buddha chill out lounge

House by the sea

Iron and wine

Benjamin Francis

1904

Freedom hangs like heaven

Iron and wine

Pinback

Tres~~*********

Matt Kearney

Rennassaince

Heirloom

Bjork

Little daylight 

Name in lights

Echoes_meddle

Bob Dylan 

Knockin on heavens door :Da~~

Pink floyd

Coming back to life_the division bell

Electric president

Ten thousand lines~~|.•

All you need is a wall~~|~

The books

No man can find the war

Dream brother|~

Ghostwriter

RJD2_deadringer

Boo 

Pinback 

A little longing goes a long way

The books~

Fix it (solex) 

Grizzly bear

Group autogenics

The books

Habits (stay high) ( hippie sabotage remix)

By rove love.

----__--caught falling paper

Street spirit 

Fade out_ radiohead

Kerosene

Crystal castles

_____--caught falling paper

Hospital no. 34

Lateduster

Easy pieces

The lemon of pink part 1

The books

Taraf de haidouks

Homecoming

Ttori

Joy to the world felt rmx

Never never

Sbtrkt~~

It's kinda hard when you gravitize towards yourself.

------COntact Improv

Oliver tank

Last night I heard everything in...

Dreams

Tremors

_SOHN

Tempest

---///--------

Looshus

Never say never_

Thought you were the sweetest kill

Broken social scene

Cold 

Different sleep_conflict

Unsyncopated rhythms

Thin male vocal performance

There's an empty space inside my heart

Where the weeds take root

And now I'll set you free

I'll set you free

There's an empty space inside my heart

Apollo Cobra

Motherland

If I knew now what I knew then

Atoms for peace 

_ingenue

Tk ol remix

Lotus flower

Radiohead

Truly gone fishing~~|lmao

They must have taken my marbles away.

FloYd_

Home video 

We_

Citizen EP

Skip-divided

Thom yorke

Your the good things

Modest mouse

You're the wild things I hear when I sleep~~ even though he said loud sound lolol

Radiohead

There there

Life saver

Guru 

Jazz maker vol 2 the new reality

Hiphop

Rebirth of slick

((Cool like that))drivable planets

Gang star

Code of the streets_~hip hop

Chic

Freak

_freak out

The righteous brothers

Unchained melody_

Lonely rivers flow~~

Chic 

Good times~~ groove

Earth wind && fire

September

Yoga rhythm

Indian lounge music for yoga exercise~~

The emotions best of my love

Poetry in motion~_

Carl Carlton

Bad mammajamma

Thelionious monk

Jazz_

Remarc

Gods gonna cut you down

Johnny cash

The real revolution is the evolution of the mind~~

I'm useless but not for long 

Clint Eastwood gorillaz

Ben Francis leftwich

1904

Revolution number 9

The beatles_white album

Earth rise sound system(earthrise soundsystem remix)

_desert dwellers

About today

_the national

Maggi pierce && EJ

Melt away

Emergency trap

Mogwai~

Tres

Pinback |~

Elegy_tycho

Heyoka

Bubble

At 17

_john klemmer

>>>>

Eves garden 

By pep tuccillo

Aaron Jonnah Lewis/ soundhorn

Tayla odyssey 

Drumspyder remix_desert dwellers

Massive attack_angel

Love you love you love you

Jericho

_weekend players

Stella was a diver and she was always down

Dj rehmi

Asmaaniac

Thievery corperation 

.38.45( a thievery number)

Cool calm Pete 

Two am

Mochipet rae barbee

Beats ballet~

Tipper~

Shambhala downtempo set

The end is sweet/creepy whispers

^>>>>>>

Charming the serpent

By govinda_

To touch is something real

Whitley~

More than life

Indra•

Tomorrow •

Thievery corperation|~.

Retaliation suite•

Oliver koletzki

Hypnotized ft fran

All my nightmares escape my head

Radical face 

Welcome home

Spaceman says everybody look down

It's all in your mind

~the killers

The milk carton kids

Michigan

Iron and wine

Sleeping diagonally 

Back in the day

Ahmad

The roots

All in the music

~game theory explicit

Boom box 

Lost ya~

Black swan

Atoms for peace

The section quartet

Such great heights 

Iron && wine 

No moon

El ten eleven 

Lorge

Chain of missing links

The books

Claire de lune

End song of oceans 11

Tycho 

Elegy

Emancipater 

First snow

Weekend players

Jericho

Transfatty acid

_lamb

Atoms for peace 

amok

Portished

Over

Do you realize no one can see inside your view?

Portished

Jimi Hendrix ~

stop

Maps 

Yeah yeah yeahs

I'm an educated fool:)

Gangsters paradise

Close edge

_mos def

Bangin beats in the place to be~

Surreal && the sound providers

Jurassic

Quality control

Corcovado

Ugly casanova

Mystic sun 

Halo~~

One day as a lion

Wild international

Mc Uster 

~bust a move

A perfect circle 

~the perfect package

Korn

Cuming undone

Whatcha want 

_beastie

House of pain

~ jump around

I came to get down

Pucifer

M is for milla mix}mission

A perfect circle pet

Counting bodies like sheep

Rage against the machine

Roll call~

War pigs black sabbath

Kt tunstall_

Throw me a rope

Movement making sounds

Sounds making music

Nick Zammuto~

Found sound

T tauri

Jot to the world no felt 

Greatful dead

Don't murder me

I'm on my worst behavior

Never going back _fleetwoodmac

Rumours expanded edition

Mrow

 Right place but it musta been the wrong time~

My head is in a bad place

Bear lake 

Raid out

Building a stream with a grain of salt 

Dj shadow 

Porno for pyros

Disc 1

The white stripes

Andrew bird_

Tenuousness 

Don't touch me I'm a real live wire

Talking heads_

Psycho killer

The choice is yours

Blank sheep

Slick rick

Children's story

Hip hop--

Beanie sigul

Feel it in the air~

Soon the new day

Talib kweli

Blackstar 

Twice in a lifetime~

Ahmad

Back in the day~

_a tribe called quest

•Jazz_weve got it

•Luck of Lucien

Craig Mack

Galba in your ear

Camp Lo

Coolie high 

Talib kweli_

Flash Gordon

Blackstar_

•Hater players

•brown skin lady

De la soul_

Dinnit

Killa priest _

One step

Blackstar

Respiration

Rawkus_

-----hiphop^

Radical face

Wrapped in piano strings

Patrick Sweeney

Them shoes

This magic moment

Ghost train

David charrier

Californe~

_the orchids

Cornelius

Drop~

Pinback 

~boo 

Blue screen life

Groove armada

Edgehill

The books

An animated description~

Slick rick

Street talkin~

Jurassic 5~

Quality control

Reality check

Binary star_

_Cool calm Pete

~2am

Blonde redhead

_publisher

'Uh' said the lady to the man she adored.

Hey

_the pixies

•Here's to now

Ugly casanova

_Well, apple seeds have cyanide
That we don't care about
So here's to now_

•Corcovado 

Serious moonlight~

David Bowie

That right ain't shit

~the books

Electric president

_ten thousand lines

Rhiannon

_fleetwood mac

2pac

How do you want it?_

Money for nothing

Dire straits~

Nordlife

Silk && roses 

Close your eyes girl

Look inside girl

Let the sound take you away~~

Trampled by turtles

Widowers heart~

Sorry~

Absurd

Busta rhymes~I'll vibe && tribe called quest

People under the stairs

Acid raindrops~

Atoms for peace~

Before your very eyes

The books group auto genics||

There is no complete right way of doing the dishes~

_The avett brothers

Ten thousand words|

Ain't it like most people 

I'm no different 

we like to talk on things we don't know about~

Portished

Strangers

Get rhythm

Johnny cash

Jerk it out

Caesars 

Spiritwillow.bandcamp.com/releases

Minimalist

By spirit willow

Aken &I& mike met her in Traverse city Michigan

Bullets

Tunng

lil Wayne feat drake

Believe me

Exhalation 

Matisyahu ***

Girl you so fine

Slightly stoop

Phoenix 1901

•Chain of missing links

•The lemon of pink pt 1

The books

Future sound of London

_meadows

•the isness

Slightly stoopid

Were getting_digital

Flobots_stand up

Backdrifts

_radiohead

"Look at all those fancy clothes,

But these could keep us warm just like those."

"And cars and phones and diamond rings, 

Bling, bling, because those are only removable things.

And what about your mind? Does it shine?"

Gone_jack johnson

Things that you love they can dissapear

~pepper _things that you love.

Dan aux _Faster than light~

Click work

Hold onto memories in your mind~

Ambition

Wale

Girl you so fine

Slightly stoopid 

Matisyahu

Exhiltation

Phuturprimitive

Luminous

All in forms

Bonobo

Model sektor && thom yorke

The white flash

Fast 11

Sk3

SOHN

Tempest

You travel far what have you found?

Analyse 

Thom yorke

Steely dan 

Peg

The doobie brothers

It keeps you running_~

_The books 

•S is for everything

•free translator 

•Thirty incoming

•smells like content

The books

Lost && safe 

An animated description

Grizzly bear

About face

B fleischmann 

Composure 

Wax tailor

Say yes instrumental

Ugly Casanova

Modest mouse _brock 

"turns out the pony only had one trick, a wink for the truck stop boys."

The books

M ward

Silverline

•Terms && conditions

•What about us

Flume && _Chet faker

_Chet faker-no diggity

Taraf de haidouks

Homecoming

Electric gypsy pt 2

Avery teare

Animal collective

The books 

Noises~

Trevor hall

All I ever know~

Steeley dan

Do you realize that you are a champion in. Their eyes~

Michael McDonald from doobie brothers goes get along in the back

Heal && mend 

Vibration

Inside a great stadium && running

Panda bear

20 ways to see the world

_the strokes

You only live once

National anthem

Radiohead 

Kids in the hall

WheelZ fall off

Air

Owls

Nothing can change this love

Sam Cooke 

Earth wind && fire

Let's groove

Get down on it

Kool && the gang

Miami advice

Kimya

Regina skeptor

Better

I've seen the path that your eyes wonder down

I wanna come too~

Landen pig 

_falling in <3 at a coffee shop

Don't need to camouflage our colors

~~maggi pierce && ej

Gregory & the hawk

A wish

Driving driving driving

-

_kimya Dawson

•And I've always identified with a turtle's soft insides
Because there are times when I really need to hide
But even the strongest, toughest, thickest shell is not designed
to survive, to survive, to survive

And the seas are all connected, And we are all connected
And you're living in denial if you think you won't be affected
•You can't hide behind your flag because water knows no border
It will creep in every crevice it'll seep in every pore

•They lie about the damage the solutions are illusions
There's no cover up big enough to hide this huge a contusion

Read more: Kimya Dawson - Driving Driving Driving Lyrics | MetroLyrics 

Read more: Kimya Dawson - Driving Driving Driving Lyrics | MetroLyrics 

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I miss playing the clarinet..

Gonna rise up

Find my direction magnetically

_eddie vedder

But i’m afraid i got lost in translation

Are you programmed to speak?

Plead insanity_wookiefoot

So be careful what you need because the greed will rob you of your power and don’t pick the flowers

I think therefore I am a philosopher said one time

Drawing a line between body and mind

Wookiefoot_

Iron && wine

Jezebel~*~~~~~

Kings of Leon

Arizona

Sooner~

My morning jacket

Don't look at me that way•

~broadripple is burning 

No one to cry to

No place to call home

Alice in. Chains 

Ry feel emotions 

Stare at moon howl

Camp alone set shit on fire 

Fancy pants 

Blast tool

Tool

The pot lyrics 

The harder you try the less you succeed

_slightly stoopid

Everything you need

Sweet pea

Amos lee

Jack Johnson

Traffic in the sky

Wookiefoot

_Brainwash

:0 "oh hey you've got to wash your brain

Be careful because you are what you think

Give it a flip flick of da wrist

Make it rain && make it count"

Once upon a hard time_wf

Thinking out loud 

_Wookie

that doesn’t even look like a horse that’s it you get a D minus

Another example of the school boards finest

Chet faker

I'm into you~

The rhythm was all I needed to hear

Cell phones dead I'll knock ya out

Beck

Sohn

Tremors

The drunk machine scared the hell out if me 

:) thom yorke

Thom yorke analyse

Moby

_Natural blues

_flower

The roots 

Seeds 2.0

Out of the way 

I'm busy today~

I've got things on my mind

Us && them

_pink floyd

Mos def

Bonus track 3

Don't limit emotion

Dosio

Tyga

Rack city

Eddie vedder

Guaranteed

Vampire weekend

Who gives a fuck about an _Oxford comma~

Diplomats son

Maggi pierce && EJ

Big falls

"It?s a simple sunny day

No need to put me on
No need for mystery
Just give me authenticity"

Kimya Dawson

•My rollercoaster

•underground

Anya marina

Whatever you like

"Brain so good could've sworn she went to college"

"Late night sex, so wet so tight.."

"I'm talking big boy rides"

Luna

Smashing pumpkins

I'm feeling rough

I'm feeling raw I'm in the prime of my life~

Mgmt

Lost cause

Beck

Arcade fire

Wake up

Patrick sweaney

Them shoes

"My mind is focused on

Things past and gone when I have no control"

I can't forget there used to be
I used to see but now no more"

Nirvana

Dumb

Lum

Oh gotta see, gotta know right now
What's that riding on your everything?
It isn't anything at all

Modest mouse

Gravity

The strokes

Someday_

I see alone we stand together we fall apart 

Your driving me away

My brain says I'm receiving pain 

_scratch our internal itch

Iron lung radiohead 

I no longer have to hide 

Nirvana

You know your right

Mad world

Teacher tell me what's the lesson

When people run in circles_its a

Somebody spoke && I went into a dream~

A day in the life_the:beatles

Concubot pt 2

Polish amb

Mazy star

Fade into you

Hang me up to dry 

Cold War kids

Morning mr magpie

Radiohead

Bondax

Gold

Atoms for peace

Reverse running

Little dragon

Anew

We can work it out

The beatles

Atoms for peace 

dropped

Trials of the past

Sbtrkt

The separator 

Radiohead

Time will tell

Bob marley

Dispatch

Out loud

Too much pollution in the mind 

Bringing only good vibes 

Tom waits 

Gun street girl

Your sweet lovin

Rising Appalachia

No good reason

One drop

Mat kearney 

Where we gonna go from here 

Whodidit

The go round

Souls of mischief 

93 till

Fu-gee la

The fuggees

The score~ oh lalala is the way that we feel when were doing our thing

The realist

Mobb deep

Ode to Rhodes

C'mon & kypsi 

Vinyl Voodoo ~

~I lovejazz but that doesn't mean that I'm timid

-Definition

-astronomy 8th light

Black star album

//mos def//talib kweli

The white stripes 

Ball and a biscuit

Gagging order 

Radiohead

Ginger baker 

"What a complex thing it is to live~

The dirty heads

Hipster

Steppin razor good

Rebelution

Sky is the limit 

The best day 

Atmosphere

Uoeno

Rocko

Ocean 

Slightly stoopid

Stephen Marley

You're gonna leave

Notorious

The what

Ten years after

_id love to change the world

Killer queen

Sheer queen 

_playful as a pussycat

Whisper words of wisdom~

Let it be

The rolling stones_

Miss you

A wizard taxman

Credence Clearwater revival_

Fortunate son

Yeah, some folks inherit star spangled eyes
Ooh, they send you down to war, Lord
And when you ask them, "How much should we give?"
Oh, they only answer, more, more, more, oh

Judith 

Perfect circle 

Message of love 

The pretenders

Smoking from shootin

My morning jacket

_Do you live your life on the road?

Yeah, losing out on loving

Asking for nothing

Runnin' from something that isn't there, oh

Is there a ghost

Band of horses

Ruckus 

Same in any language

40 day dream

Edward sharpe && the mag zeros~

_shes got sunset on her breathe

Eddie vedder

Society

_into the wild soundtrack

Tyrone

My morning jacket

Maxence cyrin

Where is my mind 

Turn up

2 chainz

Notorious

Warning

Timmy curran

Blue eyes

Hello mr June bug

Electric Tiger lily

The last song of 2003

The finches

I've seen the paths that your eyes wander down

I want to come too~

No one understands me quite like you do

Through all of the shadowy corners of me

_Falling in love at a coffee shop

Cashin out

Cash our

Faunts

Alarmed/lights 

Apollo cobra

Motherland

Niggaz in Paris

Kanye west

Get jazzy on me

Feds watching

2 chainz

Cold War kids

Hospital beds

Band of horses

The funeral

Phone went west

My morning jacket

Something in the way

Nirvana

The polish ambassador

Concubot

Thievery corperation

La femme

Thom yorke 

Analyse

Unless

Atoms for peace

The killers all these things that I've done

Hyfer

Hell yeah

Drake

Times like these 

Jack johnson

Tity boi

Fuck the roof

"You better come over here before you get yo hair done. Cause you'll get your hair done twice"

Band of horses 

Fearless

Pink floyd

Steal my kisses

I'm yours

Jason maraz

Better together

Jack johnson

1981 

By Phoenix 

Let down_ok computer

Radiohead

Well be fine

Drake

When you awake

Bob Dylan && the band

J cole work out

Go high go low

Turn on the lights

Future

Rack city bitch

Ball of energy 

Lotus 

Future

Turn on the lights

Mgmt

Kids

""

Control yourself, take only what you need from it

Interpol

Rest my chemistry

Take away my self destruction

Red hot chili peppers

Soul to squeeze

Smashing pumpkins

1979

"Cool kids never have the time"

Franz Ferdinand

Take me out

Mos def 

Speed law

I am a wicked child

Radiohead

Kings of Leon

Fans

Heart it races

Dr dog

A perfect circle

Thirteenth step

Bright eyes

First day of my life

Nappy roots good day

Wandering stars

Portished

Radiohead 

True love waits 

Atoms for peace

Default

People under the stairs

Schooled in the trade

So keep your hands off my cheeks, and let me study how you ride the beat 

You big freak

Outkast 

I like the way you move

Days of our lives-

E99 eternal-

Bone thugs

Beck

We dance alone

Portished

Only you

Radiohead

True love awaits

I might be wrong

Rainydayz weird fishez 

Radiohead

Filter 

Take a picture

Beastie boys cookie puss

Excuse my manners if I cause a scene

Weezer

Cool down

Slightly stoopid

Parliament 

P funk wants to get funked up

Hoop in hallways, stay smoked out always

Hootie hoo

Ludacris 

Number one spot

Atmosphere

Sunshine

Realize what you need~

Madness

_muse

It takes you back

Rays of dark matter

_andrew bird

"If I were a flower growing wild and free

All I'd want is you to be my sweet honey bee."

All I want is you

_Triston prettyman

Cheek to cheek

_ella Fitzgerald 

Peak lyric

A wish 

Gregory && the hawk

Falling in love in a coffee shop

Landon pigg

Wide eyed and hopeful 

~tool

I wanna feel the change consume me,

Feel the outside turning in.

I wanna feel the metamorphosis and

Cleansing I've endured within

~Fourty six and two 

Tool_

Open up

Dispatch 

Digging deep for eternal treasure

Stay away from quick sand and false pleasure

_matisyahu

Indestructable

In this maze you can lose your way

It might drive you crazy but don't let it faze you no way

Here for a reason

Matisyahu 

One day_

Lois Armstrong~

Everyday words seem to turn into love songs

Trumpet jazz musician

G love

Rainbow

Bob marley 

we jammin

Eddie vegar

Into. The Wild soundtrack

Give it to me 4 times

Drums 

No

John butler trio

Freedom Hangs like heaven

Something good tonight made me forget about you for now.

_alt j 

Led zeppelin

Hey hey what can I say

Grizzly bear 

Two weeks

Could you always, maybe sometimes

Make it easy~

Take your time

Speak in rounds

Grizzly bear~

John Burt trio

Accross the universe

What you want

Improbability blotter~

Have; did you ever

Papadosio

Communication breakdown 

It's always the same

I'm having a nervous breakdown 

drive me insane

Zeppelin

Bodysnatchers

Radiohead~

I have no idea what I am talking about
I'm trapped in this body and can't get out

I've seen it coming
I've seen it coming
I've seen it coming
I've seen it coming

Tessellate 

Alt j

Daybreaker

Beth orten

Four tet remix

The strokes 

Is this it

Soley

I'll drown 

Andrew bird 

Heretics

How about some credit now
Where credit is due
For the damage that we've done
We have brought upon ourselves and others
With a slow and vicious gun
And although pratfalls can be fun
Encores can be fatal

Portished

Andrew bird

Break it yourself~ what if you were 75 && I were 9, would I come visit you in an old folks home.~

If I could convince you that I mean no harm 

I just wanna show you how not to need

If I were the night sky

Modest mouse

Heart cooks brain_~

Nelly furtado

Turn the lights off~

Lick my wounds or say woe is me instead

~ 

For the people

Medicine tail

Medicine for the people

Aloha ke acua~

If you knew what you are for

_bodies of info 

Jack Johnson

Adrift

Andrew bird

Natural disaster

I know your faced with something 

that could consume you completely 

Skin~

Grimes

I've cube

Check yo self

~chic kittty check yoself before you wreck yoself cause bitches like you is bad for my health.

Outkast

Fresh && so clean

Where do we go from here,

My voice is comin out all weird 

Where are ya now? When I need you

Radiohead~

Naughty by nature

Every Jimi Hendrix riff I'd give a little kick~

Let her know to turn it up a little bit.

Dirty heads

•Fools acoustic

•Drum song

The temper trap

Dream a little dream of me

Ella fitzgerald

Soja

Decide your gone

Let me wander in your garden 

&& seeds of love I'll sew

Led zeppelin

Houses of the holy

Kiss the wind~

What is && what should never be

Zeppelin

Dont's

David Shrigley

Same girl 

Jack Johnson 

With everything going on around us
I feel comfort in the sounds when you say

Ziggy stardust

Bowie

Cfcf

You hear colors

Continent (drums

Jeff Buckley

Everybody here wants you

Any day now 

I shall be released 

Jeff buckley

Matisyahu 

unique is my dove

About to die

Projectors

Downdwellers

Soundtemple dub remix 

BodhimandAla

Rjd2 

Ghost rider 

Iration

Falling 

Hoping that you feel this way too~

Heart of the city

Jay z

Outkast 

BOB

Boss Dj

Jack Johnson

Protest hill

Bells song

Skinny love 

Bon iver

The temptations

It was just my imagination

Running away with me~

Bubble toes

Jack Johnson 

"It's as common as something that nobody knows that her beauty will
follow wherever she goes"

Lenka

The show 

Maggi pierce && EJ

Big falls wi

Lotus

Kesey seed

Us

New soul

Yael naim 

Rebelution

Running

'Tell me what you're running from

She said everything && everyone~'

Talking heads

Psycho killer

Lazy confessions

Moldy peaches

Gregory && the hawk

A wish

Boats and birds

Say yes 

elliot smith

Young folks

Peter Bjorn && john

Cat Stephens

If you want to sing out

Vampire Weeked 

Oxford Coma

Hallelujah

Rufus waynewright

Shriek sound track

The winner is

Danny divotcha

Little miss si shine

My roller coaster 

Kimya Dawson 

Berry Louis

All I want is you

Juno soundtrack

Song 2

Blur blur

Nick miller project

Gabriel green

From sunshine daydream weenie roast

Joe keyes && litz

Gabriel green

Bre

Love you madly

Cake 

Gnarles. Barkley

Crazy

Even your emotions have an echo

Remix by diplo

Go it alone (beck)

Hell yes

Beck_

Hell yes, I'm movin' this way, I'm doin' this thing
(Please enjoy)
Hell yes, I'm turnin' it on, I'm workin' my legs

A perfect circle

Vanishing

Hendrix 

Little wing

Get me out of my mind

&& get you out of those clothes

Fall out boy maybe?-

Queens of the Stone Age

No one knows

That's the way

Led zeppelin

A tribe called quest 

Love

Tame impala

Feels like we only go backwards

Lonerism

Grand loves 

Purity ring

Lyke li

Little bit

Youth Novels

Grimes 

skin

Oh, a lifetime isn't enough to love you
And a lifetime isn't enough to live

-ziggy Marley 

The avett brothers

Shame

The time has come to be gone

~Ramle on _led zep

I'm light on my feet when you look at me~

Day dreamer I bet they throw themselves at you._ego thom yorke.

He's an L7 weenie!! 

-sandlot

Tree beats out of 4. You imagine the next. You feel it. That's reggae.

~Bunny wailer

I'm gonna drop it at a higher level 

Cause I'm inclined to stoop down hand out some beat_downs

Cold run a train on punk hos that think they run the game 

But I learned to burn that bridge && delete 

Those who compete at a level that's obsolete 

Instead I warm my hands upon the flames of the flag

As I recall our downfall

&& the business that burned us all

See through the news && the views that twist reality

Enough

I call the bluff

For manifest destiny.

-Bombtrack~rage against the machine

Nutshell ~Alice in chains

Guitar

First part

2nd part 

First part 9,10 7,9 (Bstring hammer section)

2nd part

Rhythm part Emin7, Dmajor8, C9

First Main riff of solo OE, 5-7A

Next run on 3-4Ghalf step up, 3-4Dhalf step up, A, 5G

G 2slow strums down up down up up down(lift up pinky)

Main solo 5-7A D then slide to 9 then 7-9G hold both let ring

9 8 9 8 G && B then part where you (8 9 10 ) B10 bend up a whole step. all three then strike E high string then strum B again && release

B 8 10 8

B 7 8 7

G 7 9 7

......and yet I find

&& yet I find repeating in my head.

Julia holter 

~hundred waters

Id shine like a million suns if you'd just love me bay ba~

She saves her lovin early in the mornin 

Just for me~

Ray Charles 

Pink floyd~

You know I'll care....what happens to you

I know you'll care, for me too.

Pigs on the wing pt 2

•Every little action (satisfy my soul),

there's a reaction• (satisfy my soul).

Oh, can't you see what you've done for me, oh, yeah!

~bob Marley 

I'm tellin ya she knows where it's at

The man that was bigger than the door

~miah 

I don't want to fit in

It's not up to you to decide, who 

I am

Who I'm not 

I'll tell you what 

You died, you made you king

Dressed to impress your ego

Underneath this bum look is security 

A little obscurity

I'll tell you what 

I'm not who, you tried to see

There's depth in beauty

It's almost easier to be beautiful when you're dressed without style 

Your molds built on lies

Me~ 4-15-14

Kimya Dawson 

4-15-14. 

Want to write a song about the tree of life for my nana && my mommy. 

Her spirit tree for her birthday on June 1st 1939 is the ash tree.

See it shining in your eye 

~harvest moon _neil young