Sunday, October 10, 2010

Ain't nothing wrong, ain't nothing right.

Ain't nothing wrong, ain't nothing right. And still I sit and lie awake all night. I feel like I am definitely my own worst enemy, but also best friend at the same time. I critisize myself hard, but I also give myself credit where needed. Self-love is important as long as it doesn't cross over into arrogance.

Fuck first impressions.(:

I'm not going to start by telling about myself because I'm sure after a few more blog posts you will get the gist. But I will say that I'm normally a very positive person, but at the moment I'm having trouble seeing the good in everyone. And by at the moment I mean within the past week. It's bugging me that I'm having these negetive thoughts. For instance, my usual perspective on a certain person would be confident, whitty, and caring. But right now, I look at the same person and see an arrogant, dry sense of humor having, and insensitive creep. For no reason..that I'm aware of atleast. I'm not on my period so lets just eliminate that choice. I'm losing my sunshine factor and I want it back.